Oh Kal, you shouldn't have~♪
On a side note, everything cool so far today Kal?
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Oh Kal, you shouldn't have~♪
On a side note, everything cool so far today Kal? Odin.Minefield said: » Oh Kal, you shouldn't have~♪ On a side note, everything cool so far today Kal? I've just been trying to keep my mind off of it as much as I can but I'm not sure, barely got any sleep last night :\ I understand, wounds take time to heal. There may be a scar left over, as a grim reminder, but that scar also holds a lot more than just misery.
I'm not sure what to do with her tennis balls though, she loved those things so much. They were both her binkies and her babies, she always had one in her mouth and would keep them all to herself unless she wanted me to throw it. Then she'd go get it and chew on it for a few minutes then bring it back and look at me until I threw it again.
I would buy her these cute pink ones and her favorite thing was to sit down with me and look at the can, then I would open it and the rush of air would come out and she'd get all excited waiting for me to drop them all on the floor, they came in a pack of 4. I'd hold it up really high and let them fall and she'd scramble to get them all in a pile. I just don't know, I really don't. Well, the saying goes really, out of sight out of mind. Not saying discard them to try and forget, but discard them so it isn't a constant reminder.
Maybe a friend's dog might put some use to them, to maybe keep that somber memory alive, and that dog can also go through the enjoyment of yours went. Alas, maybe keep one at least in her name. And I'm very sure where she is now, there are plenty of those pink balls to enjoy herself with~ Anywho, I am going to go to sleep now, farewell~ Ehhh I don't know you very well, and I've yet to experience the loss of a pet. I don't really have any wise words or such, and words really never seem to stop the bleeding anyway. If you need a distraction or something till ya pass out, I can offer that though.
Coming back to FFXI tonight.
Though there's two hurtles to anticipate upon my return: 1) Lengthy version updates 2) Metric ***-tons of crap to mule and move around from my endeavors and exploits of old. No drunk posting from me tonight because I was the DD.
Did however smoke for the first time ever. Smoked a hookah . o-o bed time nightnight volkom said: » Did however smoke for the first time ever. Smoked a hookah . How was it? Did you enjoy it? What flavor shisha did you have? Meh, no, some minty thing
volkom said: » Meh, no, some minty thing That's too bad. Though I will admit it certainly isn't for everyone, and not setting up a hookah properly can make for a rather miserable experience. It truly is a process and delicate procedure to get the best results. Went to a hookah lounge. Felt like all my morals and self made rules went out the window
volkom said: » Went to a hookah lounge. Felt like all my morals and self made rules went out the window Eh. They hold as much significance as your mind weighs on it. I've learned that there's nothing special about being or not being a virgin, straight edge, clean, filled with vices, etc. I do what feels good and is enjoyable, which includes video games, pizza, beer, hookah and intermittent casual sex. So how long do I have til the Christmas event ends?
Coz I'm TEE EN TEE.
Deciding to continue theme making or play ffxi.
I suggest to unsticky that abandoned guide in blm forum...
Salvage, Meebles, bang your head at the last vw mobs that still don't give you what you wanted months ago. Or if you have a big ls there's Odin II and Legion.
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Ugh, so tired. Six hours spamming The Warrior in Borderlands 2 and I still don't have a Barking Volcano. Only good drop I've gotten was an Alkaline Impaler which is very situational.
blarghhhh :(
went to bed with a 102.7 Temp.... woke up to it 99.9 - 100.1 :> No medicine. Now just wish my throat didn't feel like ***. Bahamut.Rulerofdarkness
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