Random Thoughts.....What Are You Thinking?

/stare at moogle

Don't you hate it when people ask you a question and you honestly didn't hear? Then they answer you again with attitude as if god forbid they repeat themselves once? What always gets me is when they insist they aren't giving attitude and were just asking a simple question. :<

whats when you just keep saying what over and over again

We're probably all guilty of this at some point. Especially if it's some one you don't really like or KNOW they are not listening. xD

What? I'm sorry, I wasn't listening... :P

lol my computer had my kpop going for like 10 mins and I didn't realize my headphones weren't plugged in

not a single *** was given this day

Please forgive the lateness of my reply.

Ok here is what I do. I franticly scribble down notes on napkins and scrap pieces of paper which I usualy loose, or I use them to blow my nose, or I accidently throw them away. The few that do survive are completely illegible because no one can read my handwritting, including me.

Remembering this I type the whole story out in notepad. Then I print it out, hate it and tear it up and start all over. After I type it all out again and get it near the shape I want it I accidently delete it or forget to save and then I quit writting forever and try to pull my own jaw apart like King Kong did to the dinosaur in the first movie.

Several weeks pass before I start typing again clogging my screen with random sentances and ideas, sometimes whole paragraphs that dont fit in the story/song/poem I am writing. Then I take the individual thoughts and copy/paste them all around and around and around desperate to make them fit together finally smashing the jigsaw pieces into places.

In the end it looks like a story, kind of, and reading it you feel like some deranged babbling old hobo has cornered you in a bar and started telling you a tale which in his diseased mind is unfolding like the "Rime of the Ancient Mariner" you can feel his excitement build as the story progresses. But in your sober ear it sounds like a skipping record filled with mumbled songs you don't know. You want to get away, your eyes dart franticly looking for a way out. But the bar seems to close in on you, it keeps getting darker and filling to the rafters with his horrid smell, his aged alcohol laced breath, it's poison and it's clinging to the skin on your face like putrid oil everytime the spittle from his lips hits your cheeks you want to scream. He just keeps getting closer. Heart pounding nearly out of your chest, you're sure that someone else can hear it above the din, you're becoming frantic and desperate, you can't remember when the story began, what happened in the middle or if it will ever end. Where is the end? What is the point of all of this? What does it all mean? Why me!!!

What...?

since last night when i receive a text it ends up showing up before the texts i sent :| wtf phone

1 more hour of class then i'm done for the day! too bad class doesn't start for another hour and a half D:

whats worse is when someone says something to you and your ears go stupid and you just cant make out what they say no matter how many times they repeat it

8 jobs at 90 and still no idea what I want to be my main job. -.-

pup

Pup was my first 75/90 >.> I loathe it now. :|

I found bacon!! :O No idea how long its been there for though... will worry about that after I've eaten it... It's been over 5 months since the last time I had bacon, I is desprate >.>

The fairy of bacon left it there for you!

Finally home. :3

The guy donating next to me started bleeding into his plasma collection bottle. Freaky stuff.

Ugh, now I gotta use the bathroom. >__>

War!

today i start a second life as a galka on bismarck!

I want to start a second life...

I've been slacking :(

(o.o)/ Y'o

You all know it's only a matter of time until I'm in-front of y'all.

so I havent been able to play FFXI in a while now for various reasons.
itching to go play again, I look upon ffixah's new shout feature.....

...itching to play went away =(